I think I am awake. My body is awake after being married to my husband for years. I am now awake, Dave.
I don’t know how else to say this: I have this friend that my husband knows nothing about. He was just a friend, however, I observed how he looks at me.
Oh, and coincidentally, he lives in our neighbourhood. We only smile and stare at each other, and we had been doing that for over five years.
I wasn’t paying attention to him because I (thought I) was happily married. My husband is on point, and I had no fears. But my friend was involved in a car accident, and all of a sudden, my heartbeat.
Dave, I have never been worried and scared of losing a loved one as I felt for my friend. I am all over the place within for him. I frequent the hospital since his accident just to spend time with him.
I cook food for him and my husband does not even know. He told me he loves me and I responded the same. I love him too.
He is single and I don’t know how to direct my feelings. I love my husband, but Dave, I am in love with my friend. No one has visited him at the hospital I am told.
I have a friend (nurse) who attends to him. We kissed last week at the hospital, and I have been thinking about the kiss. I am scared.
